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Goddess.  I'm so mixed up.  I'm so messed up.  I'm so screwed up.  I'm going crazy and I don't know what to do about it.  First I'm so high, and happy.  Then I crash adn wanna cry for no reason.  Plus, all today I felt sick.  Especailly when I ate.  But when I didn't eat I got stomache craps and slightly dizzy.  I barely made it through the last couple of days, I feel like crap.  However, I have to push on.  There is no room for me to pause, or to take much of a break.  I guess I will take one tomorrow.  After school. : /  BLECK.

On the bright side.  I;ve been helping people again.  Talking to them.  Making them feel better.  helping them mentally.  I've really missed doing that XDDD  Maybe I should be a counclier.  But not really.  WAY to many problems for me when I have my own.  Yeah. 

Oddly.  There is now a country style country song that bring a smile to my lips, and makes me space off in day dreams.  I blame YOU James : )  But its not a bad song I guess.  It just..... touches me now.  Cause of what he did.  *hugs*

I'm going to bed now.

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kaiofthedragons
Apr. 30th, 2007 03:04 pm (UTC)
hey! if you're having problems dont waste time helping me! try and get better and let me help you
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